I know I’ve been quiet here. There haven’t been many words that have been writable. Mostly I’ve had one litany running through my head.
Fuck cancer. Fuck it straight to hell.
I’m exhausted from saying goodbye. Emotionally I feel eviscerated. I literally can’t even with cancer anymore.
I have so many thoughts for what I want in 2017. But right now I am looped in a mourning cycle that hasn’t even fully begun.
and since it falls unto my lot
that i should rise and you should not
i’ll gently rise and softly call
goodnight and joy be to you all