It’s when…

It’s when I start and trash a dozen blog posts that no one will ever read.

It’s when I have to give myself a thirty minute pep talk to get back out of bed after showering in the morning.

It’s when I seriously debate just eating peanuts because making lunch is too much trouble.

It’s when I burst into tears because my dog had the audacity to lick me.

It’s when I just don’t care about the things that make me feel better.

It’s when even watching a movie takes too much energy.

It’s when my brain won’t shut off at night, leaving me tossing while it runs in circles.

It’s when I feel like giving up after only earning a 92% on a test.

It’s when the thought of cooking dinner makes me cry.

It’s when the rain falls and the tears pour and they all just meld together to wash me away.

~The Countess~


About texancountess

I find myself in the calming roar of the sea, floating gently on the foam of the breaking waves. Blue. Green. Gray. The colors of the sea mark the boundaries of my soul. The tumbled glass finds its polish under the relentless pounding of the waves upon the shore. Thus am I. Rough transitioning to polish, refinement ever a process, finding my niche in the storms of life.
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3 Responses to It’s when…

  1. I was there last week. So there. I know I’ll be there again. Grr.. Just gotta keep on fighting on and find joy through the tears. It comes….eventually.

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